Sis, I do understand your feelings, especially na yang feelings mo, came from somebody from that age. It may be that you had a child, just to remind you that you need your parents kahit papano and that you really cannot do this alone ------ at least at this time.
When I had baby, I was of age, but I had to compromise and eat a lot of my pride. I am very independent too at that time and revolts around rules in the house, considering na adult na nga ako at that time and working. Pero when I had baby and his father abandoned us, my parents although galit super, had to 'adopt' me and care for me. We were both angry at each other. I was asserting, I am your child, please don't focus on the embarassment and ask me how I am. They were focusing on we were good parents, how could you have disgraced us?
But I realized, I cannot nurture my son properly and a little more balanced, if without my parents. My son needed a father figure and while kahit may differences kami ng parents ko and we both might have said painful words, kapag kailangan naman talaga, they are the only ones who would really help you ---- kahit na masama ang loob nila.
You have all the rights over your child, but do you really want to risk yung health and wellbeing niya, just to be independent? Di mo pa kaya. You have to study first. Finish school, so you could provide better. Compromise and accept na at this point, you need them more, if not for you, for your kid. Do you really want to deprive your child of another person that could love him/her?