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Judy Sahagun

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34 year old widowed wife griefing deeply
« on: November 20, 2019, 09:09:39 am »

34 year old widowed wife, Have 10 year old son w/c is look alike of his father.. griefing deeply, 1 month palang since oct. 22 ng mawala ang aking asawa mula sa tragic death na sinapit niya sa mga taong halang ang kaluluwa, motor riding in tandem.. the most painful part sa harap ng anak ko binaril ang asawa ko, 9 gun shots 2 bullet inside his head.. miracle na hindi tinamaan ang anak ko. On a very unexpected day habang naghihintay sa bahay sa pag uwi ng aking mag ama.. hindi ko alam na mangyayari ang lahat ng iyon.. all the authority, same religion people group, all working together para magkaroon ng hustisya ang pagkamatay ng aking asawa.. Iglesia ni Cristo kami, mananampalataya ang asawa ko. Were both active in some activities inside our church, bahay, office, hatid sa bata at church lang ang route namin tatlo ng anak namin, thats why I cant accept until now bakit nangyaro ito.. though may lead na at suspect.. still.. para ako natutunaw na kandila habang lumilipas ang araw lalo ako nahihirapan.. I love him so much he is the half of my life and my half goes to my son.. he treat and love me like a queen.. and hes only 31 yr old.. and yet bigla sya nawala ng ganun nalang..”bakit” , “anong kasalanan namin”, “wala kaming inagarbyadong tao”, “why God” mga tanong na laging laman ng isipan ko.. marami pa kaming plano, marami pa kaming gustong gawin.. kung idedescribe ko nga almost perfect na kami.. have a stable business, own house, own car.. quiet and simple family life.. tapos bigla nagka ganito.. dreams became nightmare.. bigla ako nagalit sa mundo.. marami naman dyan hindi worth it ang buhay drug addict, rapist bakit hindi nalang sila.. until now I am in denial state.. I dont know how to move on.. the only reason for keeping me up and go on is because of my Son, na sinagip niya ng kanyang buhay.. siyang siya pa sya ng papa niya, the way how he eat his food, how he sleep, act, and from head to toe especially his face nakuha niya lahat sa papa niya.. my half heart goes on because of him and the other half still in black and blood dahil sa sakit at galit.. para po sa mga makakabasa ng aking pinagdadaanan, payuhan niyo po ako at ipag panalangin para mabigyan kami ng gabay ng Panginoon at mabigyang hustiya ang pagkamatay ng aking asawa..
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